Bits and pieces of the manifesto written by Audrey Hale, the transgender female who identified as a male, responsible for the horrific shooting at Covenant School in Nashville in 2023 are finally seeing the light of day, despite what appeared to be a whole lot of stonewalling by law enforcement officials concerning the release of the document.

The contents are even more disturbing than you probably think, as Hale went on to write about having an “imaginary penis” and how she was so desperate to be placed on puberty blockers she would “kill” in order to get her hands on them. All of this was recorded in the manifesto just a few weeks prior to the shooting, according to James Reinl's report for The Daily Mail.

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An article published by The Tennessee Star obtained close to four dozen pages of the shooter's writings, which talk in detail about her transition process from female to male, which all of us know is a scientific impossibility, and reveals the reasons she had for shooting and killing six people at the Christian elementary school in March of last year. 

The Daily Mail revealed that the writings speak of Hale's anger toward her own mother and father, how much she loathed being raised in a conservative Christian home, and how deeply she allegedly suffered because hormone blockers were not available to her when she was younger.

The explosive writings, sometimes referred to as Hale's 'manifesto,' have been a source of controversy, with many accusing officials of keeping them secret because they would hurt the trans community.

Now released, they help explain why the 28-year-old artist, who identified as a male named Aiden, shot her way into the Tennessee school, killing three adults and three nine-year-olds, before responding officers killed her.

Hale's journal entries begin with the title 'My Imaginary Penis' and include a crude drawing, according to The Star.

'My penis exists in my head. I swear to god I'm a male,' Hale wrote in the papers, which were recovered by police.

As you can clearly see, Hale suffered from a rather severe case of gender dysphoria that was desperately in need of treatment, and not the kind of treatment modern-day psychologists would recommend, which is transitioning, but learning to accept her gender and love herself as she is.

Hale also wrote about a desire to have a real penis in order to have sexual intercourse with another female. Other writings spoke of how she was using her new male assumed name, Aiden, on a job application for a delivery position, which caused problems when the company conducted a background check.

The shooter referred to being raised as a female as “torture.”

She worried that high school classmates would call her 'dyke or a f*****', she wrote. That all changed when she learned about transgenderism in her early 20s.

“I finally found the answer — that changing one's gender is possible,” Hale stated in her writings. However, her mom was not on board with the idea of Hale transitioning to a male.

“What she believes, how she grew up, conservatively, and that LGBTQ — especially transgender — was an enigma, nearly non-existent,” Hale continued.

The troubled and disturbed young woman also wrote, “I hate parental views; how my mom sees me as a daughter — and she'd not bear to want to lose that daughter because a son would be the death of Audrey.”

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Hale was gunned down during her “carefully planned” assault on the Covenant School by law enforcement officers. Unfortunately, during the shooting, she killed three children and three adults.

She wrote graphically detailed descriptions of acting out sex scenes as a male with her stuffed animals, using a doll named “Tony” that she referred to as “the boy I am in another form.”

The manifesto also contained more than a few political comments concerning gun rights and transgender individuals.

“So now in America, it makes one a criminal to have a gun or, be transgender, or non-binary,” Hale said. “God, I hate those s***head politicians.”

In her twisted manifesto, Hale wrote about targeting children at 'fancy private schools', despite previously attending the Covenant school herself. Hale's disturbing writings worryingly cited 'several times' that she 'could have been caught' prior to her rampage that killed six

The Star and others have been part of a lawsuit seeking to compel the Metro Nashville Police Department (MNPD) and the FBI to release Hale's writings.

Hale's manifesto has long been expected to reveal more detail about the killer's motive. Last November, three page of notes written by Hale ahead of the shooting were leaked. The notes revealed Hale's plan to target 'white privileged cr***ers' and 'f****ts,' before turning the gun on herself.

On the day of the deadly shooting, Hale wrote, “Today is the day. The day has finally come. I can't believe it's here. Don't know how I was able to get this far but here I am. I'm a little nervous but excited too, been excited for the past two weeks.”

Disturbingly, the entry continued, “I'm ready…I hope my victims aren't. God let my wrath take over my anxiety. It might be 10 minutes tops. It might be 3-7. It's gonna go quick. I hope I have a high death count. Ready to die.”

Audrey Hale was officially shot and killed at 10:25 am, 14 minutes after the start of the shooting. Information revealed in the autopsy of the shooter said that the clothing Hale was wearing was covered in “handwritten words, drawings, and numbers.” No further details on what the words were or meant are known at this time.